Yup ... that's me. Except my home country is Canada and not that bad. I am moving back. A few years ago, I had tons of ideas. Just no freedom to achieve them (apart from the H1B restrictions, I have a very restrictive IP arrangement with my employer). Now that it is time to leave, I feel a bit lost. Looks like all those years not thinking has atrophied the innovative part of my brain. I'm hoping it can be rekindled.